Audinta Sakti Firmansyah, also known as ausfear
the best thing isn't
always the best choice.
Game Enjoyer · Music Listener · Occasional Math Guy
the best thing isn't
always the best choice.
Game Enjoyer · Music Listener · Occasional Math Guy
Game Enjoyer, Music Listener
& Occasional Math Guy.
I'm Audinta, though most people online know me as ausfear.
I'm not a professional developer or designer. I just like making stuff on the internet for fun, playing the same song on repeat until it stops sounding like a song, and sinking way too many hours into games I'll never get good at.
I finished a Mathematics degree at Universitas Lambung Mangkurat in about 3.5 years. I still need ten seconds of complete silence to split a dinner bill, though. These days the degree mostly goes into calculating gacha pity and min-maxing build stats.
This is my little corner of the web. I tinker here, try things out, and leave some of it unpolished on purpose.
Things I'm Into
Music
When I'm not gaming or doomscrolling, I'm probably deep in some playlist. My taste is all over the place. I can go from quiet acoustic songs to loud EDM drops, and then straight into Koplo out of nowhere.
I also play a bit of guitar, keyboard, and even the flute. I'm good enough to look like I know what I'm doing for about thirty seconds, so please don't ask me to perform.
INGREDIENTS OF
MY MUSIC LIBRARY
Gaming
Counter-Strike 2
1,832 hrs played
Metal Gear Solid V
151.7 hrs played
Euro Truck Simulator 2
109.7 hrs played
Surviving Mars
90.3 hrs played
Forza Horizon 6
75.5 hrs played
Geometry Dash
60 hrs played
Hitman: World of Assassination
56.2 hrs played
Watch_Dogs
52.9 hrs played
Control Resonant
48.9 hrs played
Where Winds Meet
39.9 hrs played
Skyrim
35.1 hrs played
PUBG: Battlegrounds
32.2 hrs played
CloverPit
30.7 hrs played
Dying Light
27.4 hrs played
Subnautica
18.7 hrs played
Apex Legends
9.2 hrs played
Fishing Planet
216.7 hrs played
Left 4 Dead 2
133.9 hrs played
Death Stranding 2
94.3 hrs played
Umamusume: Pretty Derby
83.6 hrs played
Just Cause 2
71.6 hrs played
Upload Labs
58.2 hrs played
Brawlhalla
53.8 hrs played
The Crew 2
50.7 hrs played
Delta Force
41.5 hrs played
Rainbow Six Siege
35.4 hrs played
Detroit: Become Human
33.7 hrs played
The Forest
30.7 hrs played
Arknights: Endfield
27.9 hrs played
Phasmophobia
22.9 hrs played
Starward
13 hrs played
I play tactical shooters, chill simulators, stealth games, zombie co-op, story-driven games, management games, gacha games, gambling games, racing games, open-world chaos, rage games, fighting games, open-world RPGs, battle royales, survival games, co-op horror.
My Steam library is a bit of a problem. I own hundreds of games, haven't touched most of them, and still keep playing the same three over and over. I'm at peace with that.
I play competitive FPS where every lost round was obviously lag, and story-heavy RPGs that keep me up until 3 AM thinking about life. Games are how I unwind, and sometimes how I rage quit.
Current status: telling myself "one more game" for the fourth hour in a row.
Math
I studied Mathematics, and right now I mostly use it to calculate my bad gacha luck, optimize damage stats, and admire how nice Greek letters look.
After years of proofs and theorems, the most useful thing I do with it is decide whether a 0.6% banner rate is worth it. It never is. I still pull anyway.
Gauss called mathematics "the queen of the sciences." He never had to deal with gacha.
Practical Applications of My Degree
Calculating total damage output in builds
Looks cool in bios, barely used in real life
Exclusively for pizza circumference calculations
How many hours I've wasted on gacha banners